The moment of today will be past of tomorrow, though.
There are so many things i want to share you but there is no time to get through it all,i could spend the rest of the months telling you how much you would mean to me and i still wouldn't be able to get through it.
To be honest,i didnt know what loving someone truly meant until i came across you,albeit that days would be already into the memories.Moreover,i am extremely mesmerized regarding the forces of the universe that pushed us together. You always tell me that everything happens for a reason, and maybe our reason isn’t concrete yet, but I believe you were placed into my life so I could understand what it meant truly to give my whole self to someone else. You are my heart and soul indeed a reason for smiling.
But the Distance is the hardest thing to wait patiently and keeps playing tricks, but at the back of mind it says everything happens for a reason,just the way you say me every time whatever that happens.I guess the reason for these 425 kilometers between us is to let us grow stronger. But knowing that you are busy makes me feel a little more pity on you cuz life aint a bed of roses,just for the sake of our livings,you had to spare 24 hours to busy schedule missing all the special meal timings yet Some days are worse than others, though. You’re busy with work and games and friends, and you’re filling your days so that the time passes by quickly, while I lay on the bed waiting in dilemma wether to text you,call you and disturb you. Maybe it’s just my paranoia that you’ll forget about me or maybe it’s the harsh reality that I can’t just digest it, this distance is seriously soul crushing.
To be honest,at this time and at this instant,All I want to do is pick up the phone and tell you all of my troubles and listen to your reassurance that everything is going to be perfectly perfect in the end,but sometimes all this philosophies doesn't work on me. I haven’t seen your face clearly since a week. You can’t imagine how much I truly miss you, and I can never put the right words together to tell you how much you mean to me.I miss you no matter the hour , whether it’s 1 p.m and whether I’m busy, or it’s 1 a.m. or whether i am with my friends,tshering and choda. I can’t imagine life without you by my side, and, frankly, I don’t want to either.You have become a part of who I am and I want us to live in the same city, go on dinner dates in twinning pyjamas or on walk with dog or The evening walks,may seems to be real fantasy but i really want to go for this events at least once a month because I want to make more memories with you and grow old in grey hair till the breath ceases to breathe,cux forever cant be predicted and i can not demand forever living yet you wouldn't demand either.
I demand no expensive gifts, no over romantic candlelight dates. I expect a simple text from you,a voice note would be fine for me,I am head over heels in love with you which would be last and first but i wont promise you indeed as i know you won't believe in such promising future who would be prolly be shoemaker.
You have been my best friend and will be my partner in anything hereafter, and I am forever grateful where i didnt really think to i would fall for you and never did i expect myself being so weak when it comes to falling for you.This might sound straight out of an exhilarated teenagers head but i am saying the truth here.